6 months already!

I can't believe my little buddy is 6 months old already! She's become the happiest little girl over the past couple months, started sleeping all night long, and just got her first tooth!

She loves food (unless it's peas, then she cries) and LOOOOVES Puffs. She just figured out how to feed herself puffs and is working on crawling (she's still trying to figure out how to move her arms at the same pace as her legs so she faceplants a lot) and sitting (her longest was about 45 seconds BUT she gets distracted super easily and lunges, therefore falling).

Even if she's upset, Matt and I can kiss her tummy and she giggles at us, and her new laugh makes her sound like a velociraptor (shown in the video below) When she wakes up, she happily chatters (and yells) to the fan and the butterflies hanging over her crib for up to 30 minutes before she finally starts getting upset. She laughs at her puppies and always wants to play with them, as shown here:

It's crazy that she's growing up so fast, and I'm loving every minute I have with her. Being a mommy is the hardest thing in the world, but it's also the most rewarding and I wouldn't trade it for anything. I love my sweet girl so much.

2 Months

2 months ago today, we were getting ready to go to the hospital the next morning for my scheduled C-section. I was waddling but because I'd hurt my back a few weeks before, I was also limping. I couldn't wait to get this hiccuping, wiggly, head-in-my-ribs baby girl out of me and at least get rid of the waddling and pregnancy pain.

The next 3 days in the hospital, Matt and I had to switch off who got to sleep and who had to hold the baby, because she would only sleep if she was being held. It was adorable and frustrating at the same time. I was in a ton of pain from the surgery and was on pain meds and sleeping the majority of the time, so Matt ended up holding her most of every day while he watched shows on Netflix on his laptop.

My mom came out to help after the first week and ended up staying for 3 weeks for me. The healing process was slow, and when coupled with a newborn who needs to be held to stay asleep, that's a recipe for disaster. There were several nights I fell asleep holding Evs and almost dropped her, so I'd hand her off to my mom. In the morning, I'd see them cuddled up like this:

My mom got her to start sleeping in her bassinet for the first time and had so much great advice for me that has helped a ton. I'm so lucky to have such a loving mother who was willing to come help me for so long and  help me when I needed her most, even at 2am. I love you Momma.

2 months later, I couldn't be happier. Evs is beautiful and perfect in every way. She's a smart girl who wants to see the world (and usually gets overtired and cranky because she never wants to shut her eyes -- she's too busy looking at everything). She's a very happy girl who coos when she wakes up instead of crying and loves staring at fans (she also has conversations with fans -- it's pretty adorable). There have been many [almost] sleepless nights, but she's making up for it now by sleeping around 12 hours at night (even if she does think nighttime starts at 1am or later), only waking 1 or 2 times to eat. She's an absolute Daddy's girl already. Her favorite part of the day besides eating time is being with Daddy.

She was lifting her head up in the first few days of life and rolling from her tummy to her back at 4 weeks. She scoots across her entire bassinet while sleeping and I wouldn't be at all surprised if she decided to start crawling right now! I love this girl, and as tired as she makes me, I wouldn't trade it for the world.

May 6th, the day before Evs was born

What I have 2 months later :)

First Bath!

Evelyn's umbilical cord fell off early this morning, so we gave her her first bath this afternoon before Matt went to work. She screamed for about half of it, but the other half she was pretty calm!

My itty-bitty baby in her currently huge tub

Showin' off those lungs!

She HATED having her hair washed more than anything

And finally calm! Yay!

We gave in & introduced the pacifier to her this morning -- all she ever wants to do is suck, so this pacifier's going to save us (meaning ME) and give us a happier baby!

She kept dozing off when I brushed her hair afterwards - when I stopped, she started crying!

Breech / Transverse

My baby girl seemed to be going along with the plans for awhile. She was head down for a few weeks, which I could tell since she gets the hiccups at least 2x a day. Then about 1 1/2 weeks ago, I suddenly 

realized she was sideways.

Sideways!

I could feel her head on one side and her bum sticking out on the other! Let me tell you, babies THIS size do not fit sideways in a belly. It's so painful! She spends the majority of each day in the transverse position (she is as I'm typing this), but sometimes she's head up. Ever since she flipped, she hasn't been head down a single time! 

I can always tell from the hiccups :)

I went to the OB yesterday and asked him when he would start worrying about needing to do a c-section. He felt the baby and told me he was pretty sure she was head down, but he did a quick ultrasound to make sure. He looked at the screen, sighed, and told me "I hate it when you're right." So he talked to me about breech babies. I had 2 options:

1. Have an external version, where they try to manually flip the baby

or

2. Schedule a c-section

Guess which one I chose? I'll give you a hint: definitely not the c-section!

My OB warned me that a version is painful, and if my abdomen is sensitive (which it is), it's going to be even worse. He also said it's only a 50% chance that it will work AND she won't flip back. So who knows, I could go through a bunch of pain just to find out she's switching back to breech or transverse. And since she's been in the head down position before and apparently doesn't like it as much as her other options, I'm afraid she will be stubborn and flip back. If this doesn't work out, my OB does want me to schedule a c-section. I'll try to put it off for a bit in the off-chance that she flips on her own. Who knows what could happen in the next 3 weeks!

I have to check in at the hospital at 10am tomorrow even though the version isn't until noon. Matt's going with me & will be studying for exams while they prep me & monitor the baby, so at least I won't be alone.

One thing I have to admit I am excited for...is that they'll do an ultrasound at the hospital tomorrow. I haven't seen her on an ultrasound screen since 18/19 weeks!

34 weeks

Forgive my lack of caring how I look for a picture. For the first time ever, I don't care. 

At all. 

How bad I look in this picture pretty much sums up how I've been feeling recently.

All that matters is the belly.

34 weeks

I'm definitely in my nesting phase. Only problem is the doctor has told me I have to stop cooking, cleaning, and anything else that increases my heart rate.

My "normal" heart rate for the past few months has been between 110-120, but now it's over 120. My OB was finally worried when he found out my heart rate has been this high (I'd told him, but he just told me it was normal; he never asked HOW high it was) and sent me to my regular doctor. He did an EKG and everything's normal. They're taking me off a medicine I've been on the past few months and hoping that's what it is, but so far no change!

Who knows how long this will last, but it's already been a week. I'm going crazy, there are so many things I want to cook, so many cleaning projects I want to do (and ones I started but now can't finish), and holy cow, I want to exercise!

The only thing keeping me from doing these things is reminding myself that it could hurt Evelyn, so I need to take care of myself & take it easy (and I do...for the most part...). It's not bedrest but it certainly is 

feeling like it! It's TORTURE!

Counting Down The Days

We had both dogs shaved today (if I vacuum every 3 days, their fur fills up the canister in each room. It's disgusting). We knew Sam would look funny, but we weren't at all prepared for what we saw. We couldn't stop laughing when they brought him to us.

BEFORE (I still don't know why he climbed into our shower)

AFTER

Phoebe's change wasn't as dramatic as Sam's, so it wasn't nearly as funny. Only weird thing with her is what they did with the tail: They shaved the first inch of it and left the rest alone, which simply looks awkward

(also seen in the picture above).

29 weeks!

(And people are FINALLY daring to ask me whether I'm pregnant! 

It's about time!)

I'm not looking forward to these next 11 weeks, but I can't wait to have 

Baby Evelyn in my arms!

My symptoms going into the 3rd trimester:

*I've had SPD (the pelvis separating) almost a month, and that shouldn't happen until closer to giving birth. As a result, walking is absolute torture. So is rolling over in bed, putting on & taking off clothes, etc. My OB said the only thing that will make it not hurt so much is staying off my feet, and the pain won't go away till I've had the baby. Yay for encouraging words.


*My "morning sickness" came back about 3 weeks ago, but most days it's only at night. When it reaches about 8-9pm, I curl into a ball for the rest of the night.


*Leg cramps are insane, especially while I'm sleeping.


*Braxton Hicks accompany me day and night. My record so far is 3 within a 15 minute span. And I don't understand people who say they don't hurt. Sure, a few of them have only been uncomfortable, but for the most part, they're painful!


*Hot flashes: I wake up nearly every night (sometimes multiple times) drenched in sweat. It's absolutely disgusting. Now as of yesterday, I'm getting them through the day also.


*Arrhythmia: My heart starts racing several times a day and it makes me feel really uptight and anxious, even if I'm just laying there and reading a book. It usually lasts 10 minutes or less. When I told my doctor, I hoped he would have some kind of suggestion to make it stop, but he just told me "It's common." Ugh.


*Pregnancy Brain: This one is my favorite. I forget things within a minute, and sometimes my brain completely stops functioning. Like this morning, I put the rest of my Chick-fil-A sandwich in the microwave to heat it up. Best part? I left it in the paper wrapper, which caught on fire and became an amazing 4 inch flame! I amaze myself, that's the first time I've done something like that in my entire life!

I'm counting down the days, I can't wait for all of this to end!

Christmastime

I was a bit upset when Target informed me that they were taking me off the schedule a week early (the week after Christmas instead of the first week of January). Once again, however, I've been reminded that the Lord knows what's going on even when I don't. Matt got into a car accident 2 days before Christmas and totalled the car, leaving us with 1 car to share. He started back to school during what would have been my last days of work, so if I had still been on the schedule, I wouldn't have been able to make it to work. It was a huge blessing in disguise that I'd been dropped already.

Then I had a random surprise this week: Target called a few days ago to inform me that I'm on next week's schedule. I told them I could only work Tues, Thurs, and Sat, since that's when Matt doesn't need the car for school -- and fortunately they'd scheduled me for Thurs & Sat! The extra bit of money is going to be a huge blessing! That should be my last week now.

About the car accident, Matt's fine. He came out of it with only a headache for the next few days. Even though he rolled the car, he was being watched out for: there wasn't even any broken glass, no minor whiplash, no bruises, and the airbags didn't even deploy! We're seeing this as an even bigger blessing because the car kept almost its entire worth, and we were given a check that we can use to buy a cheap car with and then pay off all or most of the loan we took out on my car!

Phoebe's finally discovered that she's capable of jumping our fence. Not only that, but she thinks it's a game. When she jumps, she then runs around to our front door and scratches until I open it. When I open it, she's sitting very politely and her tail's wagging like crazy. We can't let them run around outside anymore when we leave the house, and most of the time when we are home, we have to go outside with them. We're trying to teach her and Sam to not jump on the wall now. Phoebe's catching on as long as she knows we can see her, but Sam's not catching on at all. Even when we use the spray bottle when he jumps, he somehow doesn't understand that it would stop spraying him if he'd just get down...

Christmas Day - 20 weeks

Christmas was a wonderful time for us. We got to spend plenty of time together, Matt was safe, and our baby girl is healthy. What more could we ask for?